If i gave you the truth would it keep you alive?

So this summer is going to be pretty crappy for the most part. I'm spending half the summer at my dads in Saskatchewan. I dont know how i'm going to handle being away from all my friends and family and braden. I'm driving down, my dad is going to meet me in three hills and i'm following him down the rest of the way. We are going to try and sell my car when we are there and then i will buy a car back in Alberta. The new house they have looks really nice and i can't wait to see it. I hope will be able to have a good time there. I dont know if i should break up with braden, at least for the time i'm gone. I dont want to hold him back or anything. If he finds a girl over the month i'm gone i dont want to have him miss a chance of being happy. And if something happens and he is with another girl he wont be cheating on me if i break up with him. But i really like him and i dont want to, i just dont want to hold him back. I'm so confused and i dont know what to do, i dont know if i should break up with him and see what happens when i come back, or if i should stay with him.....