Really good christmas this year

Well i hope everybody had a good chirstmas. i Sure did. My mom got my grad ring for me, $220 dollars haha. Thats about all i got from my mom. I also got purfume, blanket, Cds, and a shirt from braden. I also got a $100 gift card for Urban Planet from bradens family. I got lots of bath stuff from various people....hmmmmm the past few days i went to Calgary to visit my uncle rick. It was really good but he had to work most of the time. We went to the mall the other day and he bought me a new phone!!! mY old phone crapped out on me...lost everything i had on it and telus was no help at all. sO I was looking at phones in the mall and my uncle bought me one! Its an LG keybo. Its pretty sweet...it has a key board on it that i have to get used to haha.
Well thats about all i have to say...ill try and update more often. HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYBODY!!!!!

cant....function....so....tired...

Well to start off it was a really good christmas this year. I got my grad ring and braden spoiled me haha. Baby phat purfume, blanket, CDs, Clothes, gift cards. My mom and erle gave me crap for buying them so much stuff. I bought my mom a matching dish set. Purfume, a horse clock. and....i think thats it. I made erle go on a little treasure hunt to find part of his present. all in all it was pretty good this year. Oh i also got to visit my cousin who is in the army right now, training in Kingston Ontario...at the end of Jan, he is getting transfered to Edmonton...which is good because he will be closer to home.

Last night memphis and her friend kalen came over. We watched movies and played pool. They left here around 12am. At around 11 bradens sister sent him a message...His moms best friend who...is apparently bradens cousin...had an anurism and wasnt expected to make it through the night. Braden knows her pretty well...he doesnt show it but i think its kinda hit him. It was also his moms best friend and she is not doing well. Sooo...she passed away at around 5 this morning. Bradens sister had to take her Biological father to the sundre hospital...from airdry. And phoned us at 5 in the morning wondering if we could drive her back to airdry. Soooo...i never fell asleep till about 2am...and then all this happened. Im just so tired and i dont know what i can do to help braden or his family out.

Turning 17...while freezing....

Well i have been 17 for 2 days now...i feel no different than i did a week ago..but its the age you can call yourself not what you feel right? haha. Now my friends cant bug me that im not 17, but they can still bug me for being the youngest in the grade. My birthday was pretty awesome, Braden spoiled me :) took me to boston pizza for lunch, then he bought me 2 shirts and a hoodie from stitches, the new Taylor Swift Cd which i might add is an AMAZING CD. i Love her! Then he got me a tee shirt from a concert he went to on Dec.3rd, Rise Against. Needless to say my birthday was pretty good :)

But the past few days have beed freaking COLD! Last night i had to sleep on the couch beside the fireplace because i couldnt get warm. It was -38 at my house last night. Today wasnt too bad i guess. During the day it was cold...about -30 but mow its only -20. I hope it gets a little better for xmas...which is coming up really fast...10 days and im not done shopping yet!! EEK!






A really good song from talor swifts new CD fearless...


Love Story

We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts:
I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd
and say hello;

Little did I know
That you were Romeo; you were throwing pebbles,
And my daddy said, "Stay away from Juliet."
And I was crying on the staircase,
begging you, 'Please, don't go.'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew.
So close your eyes; escape this town for a little while.
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter,
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet,"
But you were everything to me; I was begging you, 'Please, don't go,'

And I said,
"Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Romeo save me; they're tryin' to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real.
Don't be afraid; we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh.

I got tired of waiting,
Wondering if you were ever comin' around.
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town.

And I said,
"Romeo save me - I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think-"

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said,
"Marry me, Juliet. you'll never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress;
It's a love story - baby just say 'Yes.'

Oh, oh.

We were both young when I first saw you...

9 months has never felt this good :)

So on december 9th was mine and Bradens nine month! I never thought my first serious relationship would last this long...and we haven't fought yet! i think thats a good sign but it kinda worries me that maybe when we do end up fighting we wont know how to hanle the emotions or anything and we could break up over a silly thing. I dont think that will be the case but im still worrying that it could still happen. Am i just imagining the worst or do i have a point? i dont know. But the past 9 months i dont think i could be more happy. I love him so much and i do see a future with him :) i hope it never ends.
Although happiness has to have its flaws. Braden has this thought in his mind that money can just grow out of his ass and he can buy whatever he wants without thinking. And he does not know what the meaning of SAVING MONEY is. Ugh its like he is money retarded and its so frusturating to see him complane about money and stuff when he just goes and blows it all? Like what the heck! I hope that by the time i move in he smartens up about his money or im not moving in. Im not going to end up like my dad who spends his money foolishly and lives in a shitty house and cant afford anything for themselves or the family. I dont know what to do with his money issues......

On a lighter note my birthday is in 2 days!!! :) my cake is super duper awesome! its hello kitty but a devil haha. I'll see if i can put a picture up soon. It feels good to be finally turning 17 but it still kinda sucks that im the youngest in my grade. Not even kidding....i am the youngest. People are like "oh your BD is on sunday...you excited to turn 18?" and its like.....im only turning 17... and then there all like "ohhhh.....haha wow your young!" grrrr.....stupid youngness. lol


here is what the picture on my cake looks like. Ill take a picture of it and post it!

Christmas and my birthday!! :) so close!!

So in 10 days i will be turning 17!!:) FINALLY! but its also kinda sad cuz i'm the youngest of ALL my friends and they are already 18 of very soon turning 18...its kinda sad but i will get over it. I just have to be patient right? haha easier said than done.

I dont know what else to write about. Xmas is close and im not near done my shopping yet and im soooo broke its sad haha. Well i guess some people will just have to get belated xmas gifts and get over it lol. ummmm well at the end of JAn. im going to Sask. to have my dads xmas exchange haha a little late but i cant do anything about it. Im kinda excited, but i have to take the bus there and back....not so fun for an 18 hour drive haha. The only other good thing about this trip is that Braden is coming with me and he gets to meet Jessie for the first time and my sisters...should be interesting haha

Stress and Dissapointment

So i went and finally saw the Twilight movie and all i can say about it, is that i'm VERY dissapointed in it. I thought the acting was horrible and to me it was nothing like the book. Ugh Robert Pattison is the one who playd Edward Cullen and when i read the book the image in my mind was nothing at all like him. I was really mad when i found out he was playing Edward, i just thought he was all wrong for the character. And i thought the way they had Jasper was just stupid. They way they have him, it looks like he is about to sh** himself. He looks terrified and he hardly ever says a word...he spoke what 2-3 lines? He talks a lot more in the books. Any ways...i`m not going to ramble on and rant about how dissapointed i was. There are worse things to worry about lol. Something else i should be worrying about is christmas...and how horribly broke i am...and im not done xmas shopping yet! And i still have my car payments and insurance to pay....gah!!! i wish i had like an extra month and i would be good to go!!...on a lighter note tho my birthday is in 11 day!! :) 17 here i come! lol