Friday, December 12, 2008

9 months has never felt this good :)

So on december 9th was mine and Bradens nine month! I never thought my first serious relationship would last this long...and we haven't fought yet! i think thats a good sign but it kinda worries me that maybe when we do end up fighting we wont know how to hanle the emotions or anything and we could break up over a silly thing. I dont think that will be the case but im still worrying that it could still happen. Am i just imagining the worst or do i have a point? i dont know. But the past 9 months i dont think i could be more happy. I love him so much and i do see a future with him :) i hope it never ends.
Although happiness has to have its flaws. Braden has this thought in his mind that money can just grow out of his ass and he can buy whatever he wants without thinking. And he does not know what the meaning of SAVING MONEY is. Ugh its like he is money retarded and its so frusturating to see him complane about money and stuff when he just goes and blows it all? Like what the heck! I hope that by the time i move in he smartens up about his money or im not moving in. Im not going to end up like my dad who spends his money foolishly and lives in a shitty house and cant afford anything for themselves or the family. I dont know what to do with his money issues......

On a lighter note my birthday is in 2 days!!! :) my cake is super duper awesome! its hello kitty but a devil haha. I'll see if i can put a picture up soon. It feels good to be finally turning 17 but it still kinda sucks that im the youngest in my grade. Not even kidding....i am the youngest. People are like "oh your BD is on sunday...you excited to turn 18?" and its like.....im only turning 17... and then there all like "ohhhh.....haha wow your young!" grrrr.....stupid youngness. lol


here is what the picture on my cake looks like. Ill take a picture of it and post it!

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