Fall into place

So today is my moms birthday (the big 40 haha) and our friend Sharon Cole is coming out today. Me and Sharon have been plotting against my mom and have been planing for Sharon to come and surprise my mom for her birthday. She is coming after school sometime, i'm really excited to see her. I used to go there every summer when my mom and dad were still together. She has a son jesse (i'm exactly one week older than him) and i grew up with him. He is a pretty cool guy, he is really quiet though....he is worse than me! And you have to be REALLY shy to be worse than me haha. I saw him last year but he can't come out today, he has rugby or something like that.

I talked to Braden last night trying to convince him that he should be spending more time with his friends, like the ones that he doesn't see very often. His cousin is coming to stay at his house from cremona and he still wants me to hang out with him today. I have no problem with it but it seems like i spend A LOT of time with him and i dont want his friends thinking that i'm stealing him away or anything. I always worry about that, he says i shouldn't but i still do, i'm always wondering what his friends think cuz i dont want them to hate me or anything and i dont want to be the cause of any fights. He also told me that he worries that he is not giving me enough personal space or time. I like having not a lot of time on my hands to my self because when i'm by myself and have nothing to do i tend to think a lot and that usually ends up in my crying over something...and it's usually something i cry about a lot.

I'm so confused, i want to give him more time with his friends but he always wants to hang out. i dont know what to do.