So this weekend should be pretty interesting, i work ALL the long weekend. Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday. It's going to be a very long weekend, i don't even think i have time to do anything.
I think Braden will want to hang out whenever I'm not working, but i don't know if i want to. It seems like he wants to hang out ALL the time. And i know that if we continue to hang out all the time then i don't know how long the relationship will last. So i think I'm just going to tell him that i just want to be alone this weekend. I was supposed to go camping this weekend with him out west, and it's pre grad and there will be a crap load of people there and a lot of them i wont even know. I don't want to go because i will just feel out of place.
The dance is tonight and I'm kind of nervous. I never have fun at dances, i always get ditched and i feel out of place and i don't dance very well....at all. I'm so self conscious about myself and I'm always worried about what other people think. I know i shouldn't but when you have friends who are all 20 times prettier and smarter than you it's hard not to be self conscious.
well i think I'm done my rant now. I guess i will just have to wait and see what happens tonight.
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